Happy Ending???

[AngelRaine]

I know we ended up a nice text conversation last night. We exchanged thoughts last night regarding our petname " BES".

I woke up this morning realizing how much pain this situation has caused US...

I wish you well... Honestly, All I want is to make sure you were alright...

But, I have to make things formal now... I am asking you to let go of US... No communication at all just to make things a lot easier for US...

I dont know why you still do sweet things to me... You still show how much you care... At the end of the day, a question still arise... WHY?

We both know there's no US... there's no WE... We are not... Remember?

Though I also tried to shut my eyes and tried to hide the sad truth about what had happened. Spending more time with you lately has made me feel unexplainable happiness... I don't know If you felt it but I really try my best to make the most of our time together... Holding your hand made me feel so strong... Being near you gives me strength to strive more in life. I don't know what my intentions are now but all I am asking you is to help me move forward...

We both know what we had...

I never thought of giving up until I felt it was enough. Maybe I've had enough of my childishness and selfishness. This is life. We really have to make things formal. I am looking forward to see myself go through a lot of challenges alone. I know I can do this. Before I finally say goodbye to you. I want you to know what made me hang on until this very day:

December 10, 2002
We sent off Chase... This is the day that I met you. Remember, Chase even teased us. He told us that It would be nice if we'll be together coz neither of us had past relationships. You were so quiet. But I loved you since then. I looked up to you since then.

December 11, 2002
I saw you at the 3rd floor waiting for your class. We were talking about what happened at the airport and you even told me that Mel was texting you but you were already sleepy and you even told me that you asked your sister to reply to Mel's text messages.

December 12, 2002
I bought you some doughnuts... Actually, those are for you... I wanted my gesture not to be obvious so I also bought some for the whole group.

December 22, 20002 - December 23, 2002
7:20 P.M. Separated --- We texted till morning...

December 24, 2002
11:15 A.M -- You texted to greet me a Happy Birthday... I was so happy then.

December 25, 2002
My First Christmas with someone to think about...

January 11, 2003
We went to Greenbelt to watch " The Ring". The first time I smelled you... And I never wanted that fume to leave my small nose...

January 13, 2003
You held my hand when we were crossing the street. I ended up awake all night just to remember how it felt.

January 14, 2003
I waited for you to come home. I even told you I would wait for you. And I also asked you to open my email for you to print my assignment ni our Math subject.

January 15, 2003
7:04 P.M. Mapua Makati Lobby
You: "Na fall na ako syo."

Honestly, I wanted to enumerate all memorable moments that we had. But everytime I get to think of them just add up to the pain I feel now. Also, I cant count them all... What we had isn't ordinary... I did my very best to stay the same. I had my flaws... You had yours... We tried to understand each other... Unitl now...

I've been really unfair to you since we parted ways. Even though I knew that It was all over. I still seek help from you. I still waste your time. I constantly put you in a situation wherein you don't have any choice but to act as usual. You act just to protect me. You also try to convince yourself to save me from tears. You do things without you wanting it. All of these "Bes... SET-UP" was unfair to US...

We prolong our suffering...

I regret the time that you told me to let go but i didn't.

We both know the real truth...

Love was there... All this time... Love was never an issue for us... We love each other...

I love you... But loving you isn't enough to save me from the heartaches. It has brought me a lot of happiness and it sure did made me feel complete...

February 16, 2005
We broke up... But I begged...

April 7, 2005
We broke up... But I begged...

May 8, 20005
We broke up... And I agreed.

Until now... If I feel the need to ask you to comeback... I can... But I wouldn't...

The saying is true, " If you love the person... set him free..."

I am setting you free to save myself.

You never believed that I love you this much. You still don't believe that I find you really good looking... I wouldn't do all this If you weren't...

I love every feature that you have... I often tell this to one of my friends... I found the perfect man for me... It was you...

I felt the greatest love I could give to a person...

It was unconditional love... You were just not ready to accept it...

I can handle any kind of pain now... Because of what had happened to me...

I know you were hurt too... I am sorry for hurting you for so long... Im sorry for putting you in this kind of situation just for me to be happy...

I became a happy fool...

Thank you so much for the memories...

[Mykeleiziah]

Artist: Avril lavigne
Song: When You're Gone
Album: The Best Damn Thing

i always needed time on my own
i never thought i'd need you there when i cry
and the days feel like years when i'm alone
and the bed where you lie is made up on your side

when you walk away i count the steps that you take
do you see how much i need you right now

(chorus)
when you're gone
the pieces of my heart are missing you
when you're gone
the face i came to know is missing too
when you're gone
the words i need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok
i miss you

i've never felt this way before
everything that i do reminds me of you
and the clothes you left, they lie on the floor
and they smell just like you, i love the things that you do

when you walk away i count the steps that you take
do you see how much i need you right now

(chorus)

we were made for each other
out here forever
i know we were, yeah
all i ever wanted was for you to know
everything i'd do, i'd give my heart and soul
i can hardly breathe i need to feel you here with me, yeah

(chorus)

naiiyak ako..yan yung kanta habang binabasa ko..kahit mejo hindi tugma..:D:D:D
huhuhu..:(

[CrAzY_mArTiAn]

hmmmm...sounds family.....*:( prang alam ko toh....*:(

[AngelRaine]

hahaha! nahalukay ko jesy... natatawa nga ako... ako pla sumulat nyan :D naghahanap ako nung application letter ko :D yan ang nakita ko :D

[CrAzY_mArTiAn]

hahaha! nahalukay ko jesy... natatawa nga ako... ako pla sumulat nyan :D naghahanap ako nung application letter ko :D yan ang nakita ko :D

sbe ko n nga ba sounds family eh....*:( yehey!! galeng ko..*:(

[AngelRaine]

d bale... ang nakaraan ay mananatiling nakaraan...

masaya nko ngaun... at masaya ako pra sa kanya...

[DJ Era]

d bale... ang nakaraan ay mananatiling nakaraan...

masaya nko ngaun... at masaya ako pra sa kanya...

I agree po.:o

[requiem]

January 13, 2003
You held my hand when we were crossing the street. I ended up awake all night just to remember how it felt.

ang sweet aman...ate angel thumbs up ako sa lahat ng post mo! weeeeeeee idol! :D

[chixmix1209]

A Side - Set You

We often fool ourselves
And say that it's love
Only cause when it's gone We end up being lonely
So how are we to know That it just isn't so
That we just have to let each other go
There were many times
When we shared precious moments
But later realized they were only stolen moments
So how are we to know That it just wasn't so
That we just had to let each other go

If loving you is all that means to me
When being happy is all I hope you'd be
Then loving you must mean
I really have to set you free

Each day remains my love for you
Keeps growing stronger But every time we meet
Makes leaving you so much harder
So how are we to know That this just wasn't so
That we just have to let each other go

If loving you is all that means to me
When being happy is all I hope you'd be
Then loving you must mean
I really have to set you free
Letting go is not an easy task

When smiling feels like
I must wear this lonely mask
It hurts deep inside And I just cannot hide
That there's anguish at the thought
That we should have to part

If loving you is all that means to me
When being happy is all I hope you'd be
Then loving you must mean
I really have to set you free

If loving you is all that means to me
When being happy is all I hope you'd be
Then loving you must mean
I really have to set you free

[chixmix1209]

Opo tama nga cguro yan kantang yan.! e1 ko pero cguro masasabing story ng buhay ko ung mismong movie na " A LOVE STORY"..The saddest part is nga lng sa akin e..bakit kelangan ko pang-makaramdam ng ganun pakiramdam ke "Miss Confirmer" honestly while im reading this story of your's angel raine umiiyak..kc alam ko kung ganu din ako ka-mahal ni "Ms Confirmer" d sya ginus2ng masaktan pero nagyari na,hindi ko mansinadya nangyari parin..Natitira nlng skin ngyn na magagawa ko para sa kanya is pray for the right guy,namamahalin sya kagaya ng ginawa ko,pero hindi na yung kagaya ng ginawa kung disgrasya..At sana e maging kagaya mo din sya Angel na d parin sumusuko at nanatiling umaasa na darating din ung tamang panahon para sa love life..."in our world of WRONG choices, someday, someone will come into your world, who will make you say... "This time... I got it RIGHT..."

[risQue]

http://img165.imageshack.us/img165/7400/loveya2.jpg (http://imageshack.us)

bow :D

[AcidTrain]

friend, na-sad naman ako dyan.. hopefully you will finally meet the one for you.. yung mamahalin ka forever at hindi ka sasaktan in purpose...

[Don KilaboT]

~ Waaah!!!?:(

~ Zyet!!!Npaluha Akoh Dun Ahh...:D

[raphy]

wow!!!! MY FUTURE KA!!!!!!




^_^

[Jadora]

nice story though not a happy ending.........

" Love is a two way road....like a river of sadness if you go left and i go right.... "

[remdavid]

hello

nice story

[HARRY]

Sad naman ng story....
pareha tau nhg sitwasyun ate...hahayz